
lately gettin on the computer is one heck of a hassle for me. but since i found the time to just wanna let u all know that so much has changed. i mean not really but just a lil perspective has been movin around. work and school have completely taken over my time. and yes shopping has completely taken over my bank account. friends have gone separate ways except for a few who still stickin around. I AM STILL LOOKIN for my BLACK KNIGHT and that won't eva change i guarantee that. responsibilities come and go but i kno i gotta get mah head straight on what i really want and so far its to get it together wit someone who can treat me like i deserve to be treated. lately im just runnin into brick walls gettin mad hurt cuz of stupid decisions wit them BOYS not MEN... i need to learn to categorize better cuz i meet all them playas and jump on the band wagon way too fast. when i get to thinkin i haven't been out much cuz i seriously dont even have the time to stay at home either. i work, sleep, go to school, sleep, work, work and some more work. do that sound workaholic to yall. yea i kno gotta rake that dough but i also gotta figure out how to kick it just to think and tamper. but ionno one of these days imma have time for myself when im not out causin trouble. lata playas